Connection, fear, anxiety, purpose.
Connecting with the thoughts, allowing them to line up with the emotions and the spirit. Making room, making space to allow the process tow ork, to allow the connections to occur in their own time and in their own way.
Allowing space, creating space to flow, to connect, to release, to cleanse. To rid the body of the physical manifestations of the pain, of the past, of the anxiety and fear that it has used to protect my spirit for such a long time.
To release the chemicals, to allow them room, to help them to find their own unique pathway to travel out of and away from the body they have called home for 43 years.
To create sacred space to honour their purpose in protection and supporting their host on her journey of discovery.
To allow the body to heal, to rediscover, or to initially discover, at least consciously, the nutrients and the scaffolding that will support it to function in the way my spirit and mind now need. To reveal the pathway forward into new, unchartered territory, into hope and joy and abundance and spirit and purpose. To support my body, mind and spirit as we move into and claim the space that has been rightfully mine for centuries. To claim the space that is my destiny and birthright.
To stand up and grasp hold of a future that is shining brightly, that is freedom, that is exactly where I am meant to be.
So as I move into this space and get used to being here, I support my body by listening to and honouring its needs. By grounding myself in “centre”, by connecting with SELF, by using movement to release. Setting my intention.
Slowing down and looking inward before training, to hear the voice that KNOWS. The voice that I know will never lead me astray.